Way too many drugs for a guy your size.
If you're dead set on your drug selection maybe try:
80mg parabolan (or 100mg tren E) for ~15 weeks
250 mg Test E or C 1x a week
25mg anavar / 10mg dbol / daily for THE ENTIRE TIME
Will you die? nope
Will you have horrible sides? Probably not
Will...
If youre interested in Crossfit I would stay away from the anadrol.
Stick with Test/Masteron and if you are looking to drive some extra retention for size try some Deca or NPP
I would jump ship on the idea of a "kick start"
I don't know your goal but 175mgs of Test is a GREAT dosage. Not sure why you are choosing EQ but depending on goal I would go the route of: Deca/Masteron/Primo --again goal dependent.
Stay safe out there :)
Bro in all seriousness I survived our COVID lockdown off pushups, body squats, lunges, and some bands you can buy off EliteFTS or Rogue.
Stick to the basics. Work hard. 30 Minute workouts. Let me know if you need help!
Sounds like you are taking drugs that don't align with your goals.
Also maybe you are taking way too much dbol. Why did you take dbol to begin with? Dbol is known for being a very retensive drug, then you care not happy with its retensive qualities?