Domestic Supply, Beligas, or PharmaQo have excellent Anavar. I recommend 25-50mg a day. You can stack some Winstrol with it, but I would go low on the Winstrol, maybe 20mg max.
You can head over to domestic-supply and get a good bulking cycle for strength. Anadrol might be right up your alley if you're looking for something quick that will give you size and strength. Also, Dianabol is very good too, but it's a lot of water retention.
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Anavar is a really good option. I would go anywhere from 25 to 50 mg a day. Make sure you use domestic supply. I recommend Beligas or PharmaQo. They have excellent orals.
Mark is definitely a good dude. You could tell he has a big heart. It's good to hear his stories and how he was able to persevere through a lot of stuff.
You're going to want to go at least 10-15 mg of TB500 the first couple weeks. You want to front-load it. Same thing with BPC. Might be a good idea to front-load 250 mcg a day consistent.
I think that Tren and Equipoise are very versatile. A lot of people don't realize that there's a lot of ways you can use them. They're great bulkers but they're also great for cutting or recomposition.
It's important as a newbie not to train the way professionals train. You see professionals in videos throwing weights around like crazy. That's definitely not what you want to do. You'll get injured.
Make sure you're using domestic supply and Beligas or PharmaQo. Those are premier brands to run on this. I would go with testosterone E and I would stack some equipoise and some anavar. That's how I would play it.