Looks like things are going to work out just have a lot of work to do and yes I stopped the Tren. Well in all honesty, my last dose day was Tues and was supposed to be 250mg Test and 100mg Tren and instead I did 375mg Test and less than 50 Tren but I told my wife about it yesterday and threw the rest of the bottle away.
Hey I just want to tell all the guys words of support and encouragement or even just constructive criticism, thank you. And my apologies for turning this into a Dr Phil session, want my intention. I just shared my experience so that someone who hasn't ever used Tren and has similar issues can be fully informed. I haven't told yall this part yet but about 2 weeks ago when all this shit with my wife first really started to boil 1 morning I woke up and out of nowhere was convinced that I was a piece of shit and if I blew my brains out I'd be doing everyone a favor... I've been through some serious shit in my life and have never once not even for a second considered suicide. Those thoughts only lasted a few hours but they were definitely real. Thankfully I've got some solid ass dude in my life and they helped snap me out of it. I have a good friend that has been using Tren a few times a year for about 5 years now and when I told him about this he said on his first cycle of did the exact same shit but never again after that.
But again thank you to all the guys that helped, I appreciate it
w/ RESPECT
Feeling pretty good, my last dose was Tues, instead of 100mg I did less than 50 and raised my Test. I posted earlier that I went and did chest yesterday but had to cut my workout short less than halfway through and didn't make it today but I'm going to crush it tomorrow morning.
So last night I did some things around the house, nothing strenuous that I remember other than maybe some awkward decisions positions but I remember feeling a slight pain in my lower back before I went to bed and when I woke up this morning I'm dead. If I sit down for too long I can barely get back up